Ok so I made a complete ass of myself, and boy do I feel like shit. I should have listened to my 1st voice and not my 2nd and kept my mouth closed. Now no matter how hard I wish, I can't go back and undo what has already happened. I guess I could chalk this up to a learning lesson, but I know eventually I'll do it again. I always manage to fuck shit up somehow. Now who looks like Boo Boo the Fool *raising hand* It's me. I just hope that my fuck up doesn't mess things up too bad. I was really enjoying myself and having fun for the 1st time in a long time.
For the 2nd year in a row I am actually looking forward to my birthday this year. No, I don't have an exotic trip planned this year (I did, but someone who will remain nameless made me postpone it until December), but I am going somewhere and doing something that I am really looking forward to doing. I'm doing something new for a change, something that I want to do, chill with someone who is somewhat special to me and enjoy the newness of it all.
I'd like to thank Melba for all of her help. After all, without her none of this would be possible. She got me out of a shell that I had been hiding in for too long. Now I just have to keep from fucking up what Melba had done for me!
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