I'm feeling some type of way right now. I haven't had this feeling in a really long time. I almost want to call the feeling jealousy, but it isn't quite that. I guess I should start from the beginning huh? Maybe it'll all make sense.
Started about 7 months ago. I met him through a mutual friend and we became friends. The friendship is a good one. I can talk to him about any and everything. He's always kept it real with me and that is the one thing that I admire about him. Any problem I've ever had I've been able to talk to him about, and he's always given me sound advice. Even when it came to other dudes. Hell I can even talk to him about my cycle.
After dealing with bullshit nigga after bullshit nigga trying to find a half way decent one, I finally realized what I've had standing in front of me for the past 7 months. Its like I want him so bad that I can taste him...and its nothing sexual. I really want to be with him, but I'm not aggressive enough to make the 1st move. I've hinted around about what I want, and we've talked about being together and he says he's down with it, but I'm not sure if he's as serious about it as I am.
I just don't know...
For one we live 1000 miles away from each other. Now don't get me wrong I've done an LDR before and I'm all good with it, but I've always been able to up and go see my dude when I wanted to. This would be the furthest I've been away from the person who holds my heart.
Next...he's an Omega. I've never dated an Omega and I've never had any intention to. Every soror in my family has always told me that I only get one...just one. After that I can't date another. But I feel that he's so worthy of being that one.
*sigh* My heart is all into him and we haven't even been physical yet. What does this dude have over me?
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