Time to Go! 7-16-07

Ok....I know you've heard the cliche sick and tired of being sick and tired, but this time it isn't a cliche...at least not for me. I am truely sick and tired of being sick and tired. This is the 2nd time this year that I have been "sick" because of work related stress. The first time was back in February. I was having muscle spasms in my back and I felt sick to my stomach. I wasn't able to eat much of anything even when I was hungry. If I put food on my stomach I would feel like crap. So I took me a mini vacation. I went up to Gatlinburg, TN for a couple of days to get my mind off of everything. Although I wasn't feeling well I really enjoyed the time spent.

Well, last week I got sick again . Starting on Wednesday I felt like crap. I didn't get the muscle spasms, but I did get the whole weird stomach thing. I wasn't able to eat and my stomach just felt icky. So, I took me another lil mini vacation. I went up to Atlanta to kick it with my friends and family. I felt ok while I was there, but I still wasn't able to eat much of anything. I got back from my trip last night, and what happens....I start to feel sick all over again. I came to work this morning and immediately got a headache. I tried to eat breakfast and got two bites out of my pancakes before throwing them in the garbage.

I have come to the conclusion that it is time for me to go! I have let this job stress me out long enough, and now it is starting to affect my health and that is not good. I don't know where I'm going to go, or when exactly I'm going, but I am getting prepared. I only have 6 months left here in Tallahassee before my big move (for the 2nd time) to Atlanta. I have a very good friend working on a job for me and it is looking very promising (Ya'll pray for me that I get it). But until then I need to do something, and fast. My last semester of school is coming up, and its a hectic one, and in order to give school my all....work has to change!