I Can't Believe I Did That 3-10-08

Two years ago I let someone else make a decision for me. I let him talk me into doing something that I wasn't sure I wanted to do because it was convenient for him. Every now and then the thought pops up in my head...what would my life have been like if I had had the baby. I agree that it was stressful at the time. I agree that it happened at the most inopportune time, but still. I took a life, and sometimes that bothers me. Now that my biological clock is busting me upside my head to have a baby, I can't stop thinking about what if and why didn't I just...*sigh*